my god damn luck

Well over the past couple of years i've had the friggin worst luck when it comes about to airports and planes in general. My flights get cancelled or they make me wait for x number of hours... sometimes the plane doesn't even has a friggin movie? what the hell? but yesterday, man, yesterday was the worst that could ever happen to me, yesterday i was coming back to jersey from break and start again school, and apparently something was wrong with my student visa or even worse the costume officer who attended me when i first came to jersey last august gave me the wrong information.
I have two kinds of visas, i have a regular tourist visa and a student visa, both of them for 5 years, so when i came to jersey in august the wire transfer to pay for school wasn't ready yet so i didn't have my i-20 form ( it's a form that the school gives you to let the customs officers know that you will stay a long time in the US to go to school and shit like that) so i didn't have the i-20 yet but i could get in as a tourist so i explained this to the officer and i told him that i would eventually get my i-20 so i asked, what should i do once i get it? should i go to a immigration office to change my status from tourist to student? what should i do? his answer was: do nothing, you'll be fine just hold on to your i-20 and it's all good, but no this information wasn't right... yesterday i found out that i had to get out of the country once i had my i-20 and then get back? or i needed another kind of student visa that is supposed to be for more than a year student program which is absurd because i got my student visa to last me for 5 years... so according to the officer yesterday, i had 5 months without using my student visa so it was useless now, on top of that apparently i was going to school illegal regardless i had my fucking i-20, so he was not going to let me in to the US and he was going to send me back to panama... FUCK... so he makes me wait there he wouldn't let me explain the whole thing he wouldn't let me fucking talk! because i had to let HIM talk... whatever i told him ok do what you have to fucking do i just don't fucking care anymore... so he makes me wait even longer and then he calls me again and he tells me that there's another way around it, that i had to pay 540$ so he could give me like a paper visa and my student visa was no longer valid... SO in my head i'm thinking why the FUCK didn't you say that before you made me wait all this fucking hours????? i didn't eat shit since 8:00 am and it was already almost 6 pm... so i had to pay 540$ and i can't leave the country until year is over or else i have to apply for a new student visa to get back again, so now i have to go to the US embassy again make an appointment pay the fee and get a new fucking visa... FUCK US CUSTOMS AND AIRPORTS, fuck sometimes i friggin hate this country with all this stupid shit, i'm just a fucking student who wants to draw comics one day and i have to go trough all this fucking bullshit and there you are with your portfolio at hand all your work and they treat you like it's a fucking bomb or you're a god damn terrorist, i really just wanted to blow up this fat stupid asshole PIG, who thinks is the fucking supreme being or something. "THIS FUCKING PEOPLE MAN" no hard feelings against them but i hope you all fucking die, and thank you for making my life so shitty at those times.

So if one thing i learned from all this don't ever trust airport people because they are the DEVIL! and to that officer who told me that in the first place, wish i knew your name mother fucker!! because really bad things could happen to you which i hope it happens.